Life questions
Q “when I die where do I go”
A, “I go nowhere as I am already here.
Q, “is there a heaven”
A, “I ask you, is there anywhere else to go, can there be anything other than this?
Q, “Why strive and struggle to be spirit/source or one with God”
A, “Because that is who you are, be who you are while living here on earth what an incredible time it is then”.
Q, “Why is this life so difficult for us here”
A, “You make it difficult, you carry all these bags of judgements and formed beliefs, you made up ideas and concepts , then carry them around with you.
They weigh you down, they are the burden of the mind and heart, let everyone of them go. Leave them behind and walk away, each step moving back to who you are without them”.
Q, “How can I move or be spirit/source/god,
A, “By not being who you are now, see everything that you decided to create and be with them until they dissolve, (uncreate) themselves. You made all this up on top of who you really are, origin-ality, so you can reverse this
A, “ But lots of things have happened to me that I didn't want to happen, how do I get that to disappear “
A, “By deciding that it isn't who you are, it happened to you when it happened, which was in the past and now do you want to continue to carry that bag of happening with you, each moment? Turn, and face it, sit quietly, be with it until it is no longer a part of any cell, atom or molecule of you”.
Q, “but I feel it would be terrifying, I will panic”
A, “Then be terrified and panic, but be there, present in this, sitting quietly with the past, it won't kill you, it will only kill memories that hold you in this suffering, terror and panic”.
Q, “okay so I'm not sure if I want to do this”
A, “Then don’t, you have free will”.
Q, “so how long will it take”
A, “It will take as long as it takes”.
Q, “but I want to wake up from this suffering every day”
A, “There is no guarantee of any anything, do this to be free of your burdens and see what happens”
Q, “so if you are spirit/god/source then what about your body and living each day,
A, “ Everything happens the same as to anyone, you don't become immune to day to day life, eating, talking, sleeping, working all occurs but to no one. The body may hurt, you may become homeless, you may lose your job, a partner may leave, you have children……
And everything is okay, it is what is happening, nothing else”.
Q, “Well if this is what it's like then why bother with wanting to be free of who I am now”?
A, “You don't need to be free of who you are now, if you don't want to you can stay this way. Maybe ask yourself, am I happy living like this, if not then maybe try something new, because this is a life definitely worth living as spirit/god/source”.
Q, “Did you have a teacher/guru or someone to show you this?”
A, “There was a man who guided me into being with everything in each moment just as it is and I listened and I did this 100%”.
Q, “How do you see the world in so much pain”?
A, “Just like I see you in so much pain”.
The world is an extension of you, your pain, your issues, your anger, you're control, your violence. Don't look to blame or to fix the world when you yourself are the one to look at first, the world events is another distraction from being with what's happening for you, and yes you can be with what is in the world too, it is not separate”.
Gurus are past, images are just that, images. It is you who have absolutely everything you require to become who you really are. The surrender is the surrender of yourself of who you have created from the day you were born, it's never surrender to another, but the surrender of yourself, it is letting go of everything completely till there's nothing left including surrendering a Guru or another.
